明知雙方即使愛戀 都有理性教苦纏
愛過也有過溫暖 不過未了緣 難敵霸權

情感迫於拋開兩邊 得免誰人來可憐
我會怨世界討厭 只怪這種戀愛被當禁戀

旁人眼光不羨慕 但我沒有看到
結果原來明知得不到 無謂仍重投圈套
其時我想的便做 沒有在意苦惱
原來誰人不想宣佈 見光一刻定知道
被控訴

從澀澀相戀的昨天 一再無程程失眠
誘我吻我那張臉 深信未了緣 承諾兌現

如今不希罕憶昨天 因你怕與我紏纏
你對我那算虧欠 不過那天熱情現已沉澱

旁人眼光不羨慕 但我沒有看到
結果原來明知得不到 無謂仍重投圈套
其時我想的便做 沒有在意苦惱
原來誰人不想宣佈 見光一刻定知道
被控訴

旁人眼光不羨慕 但我沒有看到
結果原來明知得不到 無謂仍重投圈套
其時我想的便做 沒有在意苦惱
原來誰人不想宣佈 見光一刻定知道
被控訴

Today is special..

Today should be fun... We've all organized for today... planned for total of several hrs on the phone.. Tried our best to hide them.. keep the secret... all excited and looked forward to it..

But my heart was broken since last night.. It has been a tough time.. it just hurts inside and i just couldnt breathe... i've thought about it for the whole night.. whole night... until now.. i still dont get it..

I knw we have to relinquish if the results are just gettting worser or no progress... but i just can't see the fairness.

Maybe we shouldn't take that much into consideration.. Shouldn't think that much.. shouldn't care that much.. shouldn't try that much.. just b/c the more u try, the worser it is...

There are always two ways to look at things.. Why can't try to accept? Why are they always be picky on stuff?  maybe i expect too much.. expecting sth that wont happen..